Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Sex, Hard amazing and will blow my mind. It is my turn on top! Day 1

I know what a title. I decided total honesty was the way to go here.

If you were a originally 410 pound woman you might use that as your motivation too.

Have you ever noticed that you get so busy with everything going on in your life. Your kids, your job, your relationships, lack of, then getting one, then ditching it, then finding the one. Your friends, face facts they need to be pretty crazy to keep on the same page as this friendly fatty. Bills, oh let's not forget those, those papers that come every month, whether you want them to or not....What the hell am I saying. Of course you don't want them, it is like going out to eat and the waitress asks your if you would like your bill?

No! Actually, I would like you to roll my fat ass to my car because I ate too much and not have to pay a penny. Thank you so much...*Sincere smile here*

For all of us life gets in the way. I have been teaching how to make things amazing in your world for a long time and it works. There is no denying it.

For me the time has come to stop letting life get in the way, stop letting it drive me as far as my body goes and start driving it, right to being on TOP! Brian will be so thrilled! *grin*


It is time for me to finally let go of this major hangup... You know what here is the truth...I want to be 130 pounds. I need to look amazing in a pair of jeans, and I LOVE PENCIL SKIRTS! I would just like one without a wide load sign attached thank you very much.....


SO today is day 1 of me sharing with well whoever wants to read, this journey.


****WARNING************


I am fucking crazy!!!! and if you did not know this before you are about to discover, but it is okay, I don't bite, (YET) and I am for the most part pretty easy to get along with. I am just CERTIFIABLE!

This is not going to be a awww sweet Kjarlune is loosing some weight......NOPE this is share it all bare it all.....


I am going to swear, (OBVIOUSLY) and I am going cry, (IT'S A GIVEN) I am going  to scream and stomp my feet and want my mommie, but I am also going to look fucking amazing in a pair of jeans. Simple really...



It is wild because ever since I quit smoking 5 months ago I feel like I can do anything. SO this just seems like the way to go.....


The fact that at 410 pounds it hurt to much to be on top is a good a reason as any. I watch porno's it looks like a fab position..... My sex life is great.... I just want it BETTER!

SO yep, like nothing I have ever done before...


You should know I am already down. I should have started this in December...I am now today 356 I will keep you posted on that too...


I have done the conventional, now I am trying the EXTREME!!!! more about that TOMORROW!!!!